Now please be clear on the definitions of the terms used:
I am so tired of being married to someone who does not see the need (like I do) to obey God in every area of his life. I am doing everytthing right I guess, as far as my eye's can see, and still there is no happiness left for me. I am tired of living in poverty, I am tired of living in lack, I am tired of not being able to do the things I want to do all because I am married to someone who lives in fear of everything. Fear of trusting God, Fear of White people, Fear of it all....
I know that I was placed here with a purpose, but in order for me to get my message heard there are things that need to be done and need to be immediately. I am in need of ample spply for me to do what I have to do, and I am married to someone who can only see opposite of what I see, this is not working, something has to give, and give quickly. When will something happen for me to help me see that I am not forgotten, why is it that everything thst I desire seems so far away? am I not following the rules? does the law of attraction only work for some and not for all? what am I doing wrong here?.
Is there anyone out there who understands my pain? I feel all alone, and I am tired of being alienated in this life.